Let’s end this burden from each other

I stopped loving you from the moment you whispered his name unknowingly.

I stopped trying from the moment I saw him in your eyes.

Why will I spend a single more heartbeat when all you see and think is him.

You tell me

Its so cliché to feel butterflies
when your name came out
from the lips of someone special,
But to me, its the other way around.
Whenever you utter my name,
its always because you are mad at me,
or pissed by something.
It just saddens me.
Should it really be this way?
Or the the former?

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For me, I like saying your name actually, instead of an endearment,
Because for me your name is a special word, its like magic in my lips whenever I pronounce it. I guess it will never be that way to you.