You’re always in my mind

Whenever my pen touch a paper,
Its either I draw or write about you.

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The price of Love

"You know what it cost me?" He asked.
"What?"
"Time." He looked at me sadly.
"Its the most valuable price, not money, jewelry, land or even knowledge could replace it." He continued.
I look at him, confusion lingers in me even though I know I don't have a body.
I'm a mere conscience now, like a cloud floating endlessly.
But how come that he is here.
He smiled. "I would give all the time I have just to hear your heart beating again once more."
And suddenly a wind seems to blow my soul away.
"I hope you'll use my time wisely, and be happy." He wave goodbye.
And a lightning strike, a thunder blasted and I was jolted awake in my bedroom, warmth surrounds me from the storm outside.
That's when I realized I will never see him again.
I will never hear him speak my name again.
I will never have the chance to thank him anymore for loving me unconditionally, even though I don't deserve him.
And I cried, and cried until my lungs are out of air, until my head feels light and I fell asleep once again.
Hoping that I will see him and reciprocate the love he always give to me.

You tell me

Its so cliché to feel butterflies
when your name came out
from the lips of someone special,
But to me, its the other way around.
Whenever you utter my name,
its always because you are mad at me,
or pissed by something.
It just saddens me.
Should it really be this way?
Or the the former?

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For me, I like saying your name actually, instead of an endearment,
Because for me your name is a special word, its like magic in my lips whenever I pronounce it. I guess it will never be that way to you.

Ocean Melancholy

I'm walking alone towards the beach
I could feel the cold breeze of the ocean

The smell of the salt from the water
Your scent still lingers on the jacket

How cliché my feeling are right now
I wished I could stop my mind from remembering you
I already did it with my heart,
But its never that easy everyday.