There'll gonna be instances when you will doubt your decisions. Just always remember why you came up with that decision, what you felt about that moment and forget what the rest of the world says. Because its yours to live and you don't give a fuck about theirs.
I stopped loving you from the moment you whispered his name unknowingly.
I stopped trying from the moment I saw him in your eyes.
Why will I spend a single more heartbeat when all you see and think is him.
No need to say a word,
I already read it in your eyes.
So I guess this is goodbye,
At least we gave it a chance,
Better than a what if to come.
I'm up late contemplating life.
Am I that hard on myself?
Am I allowed to be mad at myself?
Is this middle age crises came to soon?
Life's really a hell of a ride.
But you gotta do, what you gotta do to survive and live your life to the fullest.
Its just the cringe and self regret of the things I so irresponsibly did.
From the simple ignoring of someone's opinion to saying no instead of yes.
What I learn is that,…
Life will teach you that lesson constantly, over and over again until you learned it whole heartedly.
So regrets be dammed,…
You are what you are right now because of those lessons learned.
Be strong, courageous and never say no to things you really want.
Opportunities rarely knock on the same door twice.
You see a perfected image
Behind a flawed personality
You may think I’m matured enough
But I still think like a child
I don’t know how to grow
In the four corners of my small world
I hope that someday I may outgrow this cage that I live in
That I may be courageous enough
To show the world the real image of me
Without hesitation of what others may think or say
Without the doubt that I always carry within me