Express Yourself

When words fail, I turn to painting.
When colors fail, I turn to sketching.
When pencil fails, I turn to writing.
My life and each of ours are work of arts.
We just need to learn which suits our feelings best.

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10:09 am thought

I am torn between the present and the future.
Every fact I discover,
Every direction I turn,
Every situation I face and every decision I make,
I know will alter whatever's in my future.
I'm just uncertain now, and I know I shouldn't worry or stress my self about it. Because no one knows what their future certainly holds for them. But I just can't stop my mind from going there.

Stand for what you believe in.

There'll gonna be instances when you will doubt your decisions. Just always remember why you came up with that decision, what you felt about that moment and forget what the rest of the world says. Because its yours to live and you don't give a fuck about theirs.

2:10 am

I'm up late contemplating life.
Am I that hard on myself?
Am I allowed to be mad at myself?
Is this middle age crises came to soon?
Life's really a hell of a ride. 
But you gotta do, what you gotta do to survive and live your life to the fullest.

Well, probably…

Its just the cringe and self regret of the things I so irresponsibly did. 
From the simple ignoring of someone's opinion to saying no instead of yes. 

What I learn is that,…

Life will teach you that lesson constantly, over and over again until you learned it whole heartedly.

So regrets be dammed,…

You are what you are right now because of those lessons learned.

So,..

Be strong, courageous and never say no to things you really want.
Opportunities rarely knock on the same door twice.

First Day of 2017

I hope for the best this year. 

Updates

โ€ขI’ve been working on an excerpt since last year and I’m hoping on publishing a short chapter soon.

โ€ขI also hope to be industrious enough to edit all my videos so i could put some on my life on videos selection.

โ€ขI am near on finishing my room ; only a few decorations to go and some organizing to be done and I’ll be posting a room tour.

โ€ขI hope to accomplish this year what I want to achieve for so long.

I am starting this year full of hope within me.
Whole heartedly,

Camille๐Ÿ’š

Conspire

I don’t know what’s wrong. But it seems all words conspire against action. I am saddened but I can’t decipher where it came from. 

Everything was being affected by a storm that is too far of reach. Where will I go from here. There seems no where else left for me. 

Blank Page

In a world full of grass and trees with different colors and heights I feel lost. 

Like a leaf floating wherever the wind blows and take it, wherever the waves flows and drown it. 

Its like a black hole occur in time and suck everything.

And now I feel nothing, like a blank page without anything.

A good news or not?

How life throws you marshmallows and whole nuts sometimes. Well I don’t know if I could consider the news I’ve received today as a good one or not. I’ve been waiting for how long now and I’ll still be waiting for like a few months. Its just that there are these what if’s in my mind and time is running also Im running out of plans and resources. I don’t know what to do. Oh if life is as smooth and creamy as chocolate syrup I would perfectly dive in. ( and yeah I’m craving for a rocky road ice cream )