10:37 pm thoughts

There are times that I just can’t take it anymore,

I know its normal, that’s life.

You will have your ups and downs,

You will have days where you don’t know yourself,

You don’t know if why you are doing what you are doing,

You can’t seem to find motivation to persevere,

Just ask Him,

Tell everything to Him,

God always listen even nobody wants to listen to you anymore,

He always understands and will never lose hope on you.

Never give up, brighter days are coming,

Maybe its storming now but it won’t be that way always.

The sun will shine soon,

You are where you are supposed to be,

at this time,

at this moment of your life.

Just trust your journey.

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This new year, hope is something I’ll keep close with me.

Its easy to let others decide for us, for our life,

Decision are really a hard thing to do

Especially if it involves something important for you, like your life and future.

I hope one day I’ll learn to not give a damn about anything or whatever others think or say about me and my life decisions.

I really hope to learn to be brave and stand up for myself.

I do hope that one day, I’ll be somewhere I will be proud of and that I will be grateful and content for all that I’ve been thru and decided for myself.

Hope is a powerful thing to hold on to but we also need to have the courage to make that hope into reality.

I’ll get there someday.

There is forever in the heart of someone loving you.

Sometimes you need to stop being selfish,

And let them go,

Let them be where there will be no more pain,

Where they will be together again

And happy.

Keep them in you heart.

Yes life will go on,

Life will be better.

But it will not be an easy path,

There will be days that you’ll feel the missing piece,

You’ll feel the sadness.

But know that you will make it,

And its alright to continue living,

Just never forget them.

Questions that are hard to answer.

If he wants to go,

Would I let him?

Would I be fine?

Will I make it through the sadness?

Will I make it through the longing?

Mind over Matter.

Sometimes,

Or

Most of the times,

And probably

All the time,

Its not going to be how you want

And plan somethings in your life.

It will not always be how you thought it will be.

There will be twist and turns in everything

And you should learn how to accept it,

Deal with it and make the most out of it.

You hold the power on how you will react,

And how you will take it.

Turn it positively,

Make it count.

Be optimistic.

Cry it out.

Let it out.

There is no point in holding to those thoughts,

To those words.

You just need to breathe and move on.

Everyday is a brand new chance to be better.

Just make sure to make it count.

Time vs Money

Time can not be bought by money,

Money will never be enough to buy time.

Its hard to fight money,

But its even harder to fight for time.

Let it be and just hold on.

Its okay to admit that you are not okay.

Its okay to cry and cry and question everything that’s happening in your life.

Its okay to show weakness.

Its okay not to be strong all the time.

Its okay to feel exhausted and tired.

Its okay.

You are human after all,

You get tired and weak and down at times.

Its okay to feel that way.

Just remember,

You are going to be okay.

This shall pass and everything will be okay.

I miss you.

Sometimes I still can’t believe,

That my reality is not a dream,

That you are not in my life anymore.

I still look for you every morning,

Hoping that this reality is just a dream,

That this world without you is unreal.

But you are not here anymore,

And I need to learn how to accept it,

And move on.

But know that you will always live in my heart.

Always.